Loss & Heartache

After 21 weeks we have lost our sweet baby. 
There’s not many words that can encompass all the feelings that I currently feel. Yesterday, I walked into the hospital with a full blown more than half way there belly, and came out completely empty. 
After a sonogram with a new team of doctors on Thursday we found out that our baby’s heart was no longer beating. 
At moments I sob uncontrollably, and some I stare blankly wondering if the empty space will ever be filled. 
Thank you all for joining us on this incredible journey. I am sure one day I will be strong enough to share more about our loss, but until then this is all I have. 
This baby felt so real, so alive and was such a huge part of our family already. 
We will miss it tremendously. 

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